I have been working on my school's magazine! I'm so excited to get the printed and bound version. It should be here be the end of next week! I designed the cover and created a lot of artwork for it! I want to post my artwork on here.
Here's Minho shooting you a wink.
'So many things to do before the end of the year and so many things to do starting the new year. It's time to get a lot of things done and make the best of it even if the workload won't get any smaller, but only larger.
I didn't think I would be capable of having bills to pay other than the rent but it seems it's not the case so I will need to find a new position elsewhere. School was great last semester and I was really happy when I got through with it, however things haven't been running smoothly for me with the school itself as there were some things keyed into the school system incorrectly, causing my financial aid to be delayed and not to mention less as if I'd been late and causing me to get last pick of the classes which pretty much leaves me with nothing to choose from. I'm actually hoping for a break after I get laid off but whatever happens happens. I'll just continue going to school and keep searching.
I do however want to commit to this story once again. I've missed writing so much and so much has happened in real life that it's gotten in the way of my story which I thought about everyday and honestly have planned out in my head. If you also must know I tried my luck at love this summer but my vocation won so I'm back to my main focus and as I said, if love fails, from now on I will not falter. So, now that boys in MY life are out of the way I can focus on other things like boys in each other's lives. XD Lame. I still think that one less commitment will keep me on track though. In high school I had too much commitments that the boy was the last thing I cared about so as mean as it might have been I let go of him, the least important commitment because he really was not helping me better myself, just taking my time, or at least trying to but failing to do so. At this point I think I would much rather devote myself to my kpop boys because they don't need REAL commitment. I spend time with them when I have the time. lol
Now, if you still haven't given up on me and Remnants of a Ghost, please don't give up now. I can't say when exactly the posts will resume, but what i can say is that it will be complete and if I actually get a break from work then I'll be back in business. There are some other projects that I've been wanting to set into motion that I would like to share so hopefully they will come through and if they do, a lot of my problems will be solved so let's see how this goes. One last thing that I have to finish before I can actually go full speed with Remnants is finish my apartment. I moved in ages ago but I bought furniture and more stuff.
Thank you and hope that the next post will be an actual chapter
- Location:my REAL casa MINE!
- Mood:
eh - Music:SHINee - Lucifer
- Location:home
- Mood:
happy - Music:The otherside - nanifuretto
- Location:my casa
- Mood:
happy - Music:Perfume - One Room Disco





Huge picture is huge.
He's not the best singer or dancer, but his dances are ALWAYS epic.
He looks more beautiful than most girls. He can easily pass as a girl. (A lot of these are photoshopped, but they make a point)
This little kid likes Heechul.
And BEST OF ALL, he kisses BOYS!!!!!!!!
Here he's cheating on Jay with his bandmate.
He got Sungmin! XD
OMG! He got SHISUS!!
His justification for these 3 kisses was the song Michyeo (Crazy) by Lee Jung Hyun which is appropriate for the song since it's about a guy who's secretly seeing another guy and she'd "Rather see him kissing Pikachu than him." XDDD
But then Heenim goes and does this for Super Show II for Ivy's Sonata of Tempation which is pretty much FFVII themed...
Then Shisus returns the favor ;D
Truth is he likes kissing boys.
But there is only one man for Chul. HANGENG. Lived together for 5 yrs and even take pictures together in the shower. XDDD


Hope you enjoy this! There's a LOT more, but I was trying to do this fast. Sorry for taking so long! Enjoy!!!!!!!!
- Location:my casa
- Mood:
happy - Music:SS501 - Love Ya

Title: Remnants of a Ghost (Sequel to Every Sunset Needs Its Moonrise)
Author: xkuroxhimex
Rating: NC-17 (might as well be from the start)
Characters: Changmin (main), Kibum, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Heechul, Hankyung, Yoochun, Junsu
Pairings: HaeHyuk, HanChul, YooSu
Length: 3/? -- 2,046 words
Genre: Vampire, Fantasy, Romance, Angst
Summary:Ten years after the strange disappearance of JaeJoong and Yunho, Changmin still hasn't been able to forget. However, he's had ten years to attempt to heal and he's managed to move on with his life now that he's 24 years old and a professional writer. The other person that still haunts him is Kyuhyun, his first love. He's had a difficult time coping with his death. Kibum, his best friend and editor urges him to move on and tries many ways to make him happy. Will he succeed in healing Changmin's heart or will someone else show up at the scene?
A/N: I'm trying to do my best to update once a week. I know it's already late Sunday night but that's the best I can do. Thanx and I hope you enjoy this chapter.
( Chapter 3 - Sapphire )
- Location:my casa
- Mood:
happy - Music:Tohoshinki - Break Out!

Title: Remnants of a Ghost
Author: xkuroxhimex
Rating: NC-17 (might as well be from the start)
Characters: Changmin (main), Kibum, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Heechul, Hankyung, Yoochun, Junsu
Pairings: HaeHyuk, HanChul, YooSu
Length: 2/? -- 1437 words
Genre: Vampire, Fantasy, Romance, Angst
Summary:Ten years after the strange disappearance of JaeJoong and Yunho, Changmin still hasn't been able to forget. However, he's had ten years to attempt to heal and he's managed to move on with his life now that he's 24 years old and a professional writer. The other person that still haunts him is Kyuhyun, his first love. He's had a difficult time coping with his death. Kibum, his best friend and editor urges him to move on and tries many ways to make him happy. Will he succeed in healing Changmin's heart or will someone else show up at the scene?
( Chapter 2 - Roommate )
- Location:mycasa
- Mood:
happy - Music:2PM - Crazy4S

Title: Remnants of a Ghost
Author: xkuroxhimex
Rating: NC-17 (might as well be from the start)
Characters: Changmin (main), Kibum, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Heechul, Hankyung, Yoochun, Junsu
Pairings: HaeHyuk, HanChul, YooSu
Length: 1/? -- 1375 words
Genre: Vampire, Fantasy, Romance, Angst
Summary:Ten years after the strange disappearance of JaeJoong and Yunho, Changmin still hasn't been able to forget. However, he's had ten years to attempt to heal and he's managed to move on with his life now that he's 24 years old and a professional writer. The other person that still haunts him is Kyuhyun, his first love. He's had a difficult time coping with his death. Kibum, his best friend and editor urges him to move on and tries many ways to make him happy. Will he succeed in healing Changmin's heart or will someone else show up at the scene?
A/N: I'm finally back! Thanx to those who commented on my announcement of Remnants post. I hope you guys enjoy this sequel and that I won't disappoint. ^_^
- Location:my casa
- Mood:
happy - Music:2PM - Crazy4S

Title: Remnants of a Ghost
Author: xkuroxhimex
Rating: NC-17 (might as well be from the start)
Characters: Changmin (main), Kibum, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Heechul, Hankyung, Yoochun, Junsu
Pairings: HaeHyuk, HanChul, YooSu
Length: ?
Genre: Vampire, Fantasy, Romance, Angst
Summary:Ten years after the strange disappearance of JaeJoong and Yunho, Changmin still hasn't been able to forget. However, he's had ten years to attempt to heal and he's managed to move on with his life now that he's 24 years old and a professional writer. The other person that still haunts him is Kyuhyun, his first love. He's had a difficult time coping with his death. Kibum, his best friend and editor urges him to move on and tries many ways to make him happy. Will he succeed in healing Changmin's heart or will someone else show up at the scene?
A/N: I finally decided on a title and made a banner for it. I no longer have photoshop and GIMP is a pain to use but I learned what I wanted to learn to make this one. It's a very simple banner but I hope you guys like it and look forward to the first chapter of the fic soon. I can't say how soon but I hope to commit to it. I thought that maybe if I started posting SOMETHING for it I'll get myself to continue with it. Thank you all who have been waiting paitently. When I DO post, I hope I will not disappoint and that you guys will like this. A little bit more about the fic besides what's on the summary: this fic will be Changmin based as you can tell. It will no longer be posted at the YunJae community because it no longer qualifies to be posted there but it will always be posted on my LJ first and those who belong to HUG______ can find it there as well. There is so much I've planned for this fic in my head for half a year so look forward to this new story and my new approach to it. I don't know if I've changed styles of writing but my writing still remains very dialogue heavy so maybe it hasn't changed at all. XD I know there was someone who wanted a document copy of ESNIM but I haven't had a chance to edit every chapter yet so if I do work on it it will be a while. There's more I want to add but I can't because they're details to what's to come so I'll just not say anything and end it here.
<3 黒姫
- Location:my casa
- Mood:
tired - Music:Back-On - New World
I was hoping I wouldn't have to delay the fic any longer but something came up. I'm moving! I'll have my own apartment so it'll take some time to get situated. Patience please. I'm working on it but I have to make sure I'm ready before the semester starts.
I hope everyone had a great holiday and that this year is better than last 2009.
<3 黒姫
- Location:my casa
- Mood:
happy